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I own your heart.
What else can I ask for?
You think I'm torn apart!!!!
Actually, I don't exist anymore!!!!!!!

I'm dead, yet breathing??

This soul won't leave you alone.

My heart is only beating,

To be sure you're OK before I'm gone

Just for you

I've tried a lot to forget about you. I've wanted to get rid of everything about you. I couldn't. I couldn't breathe steadily whenever I looked at something related to you. All those feelings of love and admiration come out. They keep me absent-minded for a long time. I keep reminiscing. I go back to live each and every moment we spent together.

I still believe strongly in our relationship. We are meant to for each others. we are blessed by being such a unstained, superior and daring relation. Our hearts pump love, care and faith through our veins.

I long for your smile each and every night. I adore your smile and what it does to me. It lightens my way. It lightens my way through the tunnels of pain I go through in this life. If it weren't for your, I would've given up long time ago. I go on cuz I know that you're there caring about me.

You are haunting me all the time. You're there in everything I do, in every step I take. I pray for you day and night. No matter what you do, I'll always adore you.

All I wish for is knowing that you are OK. Nothing more :)

أريد الموت

طعني وراح .. اعانق الموت بشوق

لاهو اللي قتلني و لا الموت خذاني

الدم يقطر .. وجفت مني العروق

والروح عالقه .. ما أقدر أترك مكاني

البرد يقرصني .. وقلبي بالضلوع محروق

ياريته حبيبي بالموت ياريته داواني

أتعذب بكل لحظه .. وعليه شفوق

أخاف عليه مني حبيبي .. وهو طعاني

أحس الدنيا ماتبغاني .. أحس إني مخنوق

والموت تجاهلني .. تركني للعذاب والأحزاني

أغيب عن الدنيا من الألم ثم أرجع أفوق

أبكي وأقول ليه يادنيا.. الكل رماني

أحلف بالله وأنا والله بلا حلف صدوق

مامثلي مر عليكم ولابيمر بهالزماني

كلكم فضلي عليه.. يطوقه طوق

ما بحياتي رديت من الدنيا سائل جاني

واليوم أريدكم تعاونون.. وكلكم ذوق

تقتلوني .. يمكن ألقا في قبري الرحماني

Dying

Dying

The pain you put me through is unbearable
It torments every tiny part of me
I feel immobilized, I feel incapable
The pain imprisoned me when I felt free

I'm walking through those defaced people
To the void, tormenting deadly life
For the first time I feel unable
To go on, unable to strive

The profound ugliness of my future
That if I really had one
Is full of pain, misery and torture
Agonizing darkness, no place for the sun

You stabbed me, left me in the cold
Wishing for the uncoming death
Life is undesirable and bold
When happiness became just a myth

I'm bleeding, waiting for my time
Shaking, aching, my feelings are numb
Come and finish me, it ain't a crime
I need your merciful death, please come!!

sharing

Love is sharing

I'm still hurt of what you said
I couldn't sleep, lying alone in bed
Thinking of you, not trusting me
Thinking of you turning down my plea
How dare you deny me the right
Of sharing pain with you and blight
The pain was so excruciating
Misery is what you're creating
I really cared and was there for you
You pushed me away and turned me blue
If we still can't trust each other
Why should we care or even bother
I treated you as my soul mate
And I was zero in your rate
Love is not about happiness
It's sharing pain and miseries
So if you still can't understand
Sorry, I can't lend you my hand
Cause it's all about give and take
Not just laughing, that's a fake
I feel sorry for my unrequited love
I feel sorry for what I thought we have

Thank You

Thank You

Thank you so much for the trust

Accusing me of what I'm not

Is that what friendship stands for

Stabbing your friend more an' more

It's as if I'm living a nightmare

Dying 'n' you are looking with no care

How could you say or think of these words

And cuttin' my heart with all these swords

Hugging me to stop me from breathing air

And telling me that you truly for me care

Thank you again and again and again

Thank you, for adding a wound to my pain

Never Again

Never Again

I'll never ever shed a tear again

I'm fed up, I can't stand this pain

I'll never ever repeat the same mistake

Dreaming of promises, I know you gonna break

I'll carry all my sorrows and disappear

I'll carry my bittersweet memories and fear

Why you laugh at my with-jealousy-burnt heart

You know I can't leave you or part

So why don't you slow down on me

Coz I love you more than love can be

DARKNESS

DARKNESS

Again, I'm back into the darkness

After she has blocked the sun

I only have a candle and sadness

Walking through life, won't run
I don't wanna trip again on the road

I can't afford the pain of any other wound

I'm too weak to carry another load

After she broke our sworn on bond
I'll walk through the darkness with no destination

I don't care cause I'm lost already

No one can blame me for my situation

Cause I'm for death waiting and ready

No Need for All This

No Need for All This

Never thought, I'm this worthless.
My painful wounds are endless.
How dare you to me do this.
Leaving me in this damned mess

You are the one I always cared for.
You are the one I greatly adore.
You say, you don't care anymore.
And you have other lies in store.

Say whatever you'd like to say
Our hearts are the ones which will pay
Our lives won't be anymore OK
We will suffer, torment and decay

I love you is the only thing I can assure
And the wounds you caused have no cure
Maybe your intentions are innocent and pure
But my tears went down, couldn't secure

If you wanna leave, just say GoodBye.
I don't wann know the reason why
Maybe I'll lament, moan and cry
I don't care if I keep living or die

Darling, I feel ashamed of myself
Never been put like this on the shelf
Loving you was the best thing I ever had
Unfortunately, the story turned to be sad

حسنك

الله أعطاك الحسن ... وأعطاني العيون

عيون من حسنك تذوب

من حسنك صرت كما المجنون

والله اني على امري مغلوب

ويش يسوي بحاله المفتون

غير يغرق.... وأبد مايتوب

صرت امشي بين الناس كما المسكون

حتى العقل مني مسلوب

ياعزي

كل انسان يدور على عزه

وعزي وجودك في حياتي

وقلب جاك عاشق لاتصده

ترى صدك له يعني المماتي

ويازين الزمان لاجد جده

ماتلاقي مثلي بالزمن وافي

MY FATHER

MY FATHER

My father tapped on my shoulder

Telling me, sonny, be bolder
Dear son, you gotta be stronger

So you can happily live longer
I said daddy what is wrong

Is it me or the sad song
In your eyes, he said, lies a deep sorrow

As if you don't you wanna see tomorrow
Dear son, this isn't right

Don't give up brfore you fight
I looked at him with my tears held

While my heart with anguish filled
I managed a sad smile and said

Daddy forget me, I'm dead

I Need Your Reply

I need your reply


Never thought it would hurt this much.
Never thought I would miss your touch
Three days not hearing from you
I don't have an idea or a clue
I can't bear another day
Please don't treat me this way
I'm feeling down, sad and mad
Trying to hold myself but I can't
Are you avoiding me
Are you too busy
Just give me your reply
Or it would be easier to die
Now I'm so obsessed with you
I can't think of losing you
So just tell me what to do
Shall I live or die, it's up to you

I Dug my Own Grave

I Dug my Own Grave

I dug my own grave in the sand
Death petition signed by my own hand

Time couldn't heal my broken heart
I knew my destiny since you part

I adored you as no one ever did
In my eyes, your love could be read

You were the rain for my barren land
Losing you is the pain I can't stand

I know that you try to ignore me
I know how far you want to be

It's true that I disappointed you
But doesn't make you do what you do

At least be kind to my shattered heart
And visit my damned grave, sweetheart

You've Changed Me

You've Changed Me

I was just a guy fooling around,
But your heavenly eyes got me bound.

I couldn't resist your sweetness,
Nor could I resist your loveliness.

You made my life happily complete,
You are in control of my heartbeat.

All this time I'm trying to tell you,
How much, sweety, I love you.

Neither words nor actions were enough,
To show you how strong is my love.

So, Look into my eyes and see,
How precious you are to me.

You will feel different emotions,
That could fill the seven oceans.

A mix of love, jealousy and rage,
Looking for the day we will engage.